07 August 2010

right now

thanks to the compact dimensions of my room,
i was able to reach my camera without moving.

as i was sticking some pins into my dress form the other day, i managed to plunk a toe over the edge of my little pin bin and flip it forcefully. i didn't get a single prick--the pins just piled neatly on top of my foot. i let out a single short snort-breath sort of half-chuckle. i have dangerous and inconvenient sewing methods. note the sewing machine...on the floor. i fiddle with that machine lying on my stomach. ridiculous. the floor of my room isn't quite big enough for me to stretch out completely, though--my feet slump awkwardly against the couch behind me. i think that description makes me sound like a giant flailing fish wrestling (limbless) with needles and thread in the middle of a carpet. oh well.

anyway, as i stood there with those pins swarming politely over my toes, i thought about what a singular situation it was. i didn't move for a little bit, appreciating the metallic coolness of those pins on my skin. i wondered what everybody else in the world was doing right then at that very same moment on thursday afternoon. somewhere, somebody was grinning into a mirror to check her teeth for stubborn salad particles. somebody was hollering to his neighbor across the street--was her power out too, or was it just his? somebody was re-buttoning his shirt because he'd done it wrong the first time. somebody was screwing the lid on a peanut butter jar and licking her thumb. somebody was unwrapping a birthday present and trying meticulously not to tear the paper and giving up and plowing through it. somebody was tugging tiny socks onto a baby. but had anybody dumped straight pins on her left foot at the exact same moment i had? i bet. i bet somebody in the world had.

5 comments:

chalice said...

i don't think you could ever possibly understand what an unspeakably beautiful person you are.

nope, not ever.
unfortunate for you. wonderful for me, cause it sure is a most wonderful thing to just marvel at and witness first hand all that my annabelle is.

you is beautiful.
lovelove from chali:)

K. A. Ruth Bushaw said...

more more more. annie. wooooooo. i love this, i love this.

grey rose (they/them) said...

Beautiful post, as always!

Unknown said...

I think I was the one rebuttoning my shirt. I swear I did like about thirty times last week.

Anonymous said...

I'm thinkin' that the "other" person who dumped their pins at the same time had to go to the hospital for stitches b/c they all landed straight down into their foot.